Feelin' The Burn

Well I worked out at the rec center today with my bestie. We were lacking motivation today and were pretty tired but we still made an effort. I haven't worked out in a while obviously but man do I feel the burn now. It made me feel so good afterwards to know that I did something to aid in my weightloss. I'm excited to start planning more ways to exercise and workout. I'm also going to start walking more. It's going to be really good for me. I just know it!

On Monday, I'm going to see if I can get my sister to help me take a before photo and get my measurements down. Once I have those, I'll have a better idea of what exactly I need to do and where I need to be. I'm honestly just getting so excited! Let's hope that lasts lol. The biggest thing I need to work on right now though is my self confidence.

Since I don't like the way I look, I blame my weight for other things. I say my husband isn't attracted to me because I'm fat. I just blame everything on my weight. I don't want to do that anymore. So even though I'm still fat and I'm going to be for a while, I want to improve my self confidence and how I see myself. I already commented about how  I want to make a dream board so that is my goal for this weekend. And also to work on my self image. Hopefully things all work out the way I want them to. My next post is hopefully going to be things I like about myself. I just have to think about that first lol