Slacking

I haven't had the motivation to write a blog post in a while obviously. I've been slacking on everything and believe me, it hasn't been pretty. Since May is about to wrap up, I can officially say that I failed on every one of my goals for the month. That's not something I'm proud to admit but at least I'm being honest about it, right?

I've signed up to join a challenge called Slimmer This Summer. I'm supposed to be making goals for the challenge and writing them here in my blog but the dumb thing is, I can't think of a single goal I want to complete. Of course there are MANY goals I want to complete but I can't seem to pin it down to just a few. I feel like making one goal leads to making another goal and another and another until all you are doing is working on goals but then you forget which goals and since you're working on so many you don't see any of the progress being made! Sigh.......it's a vicious vicious cycle my friends.

One a happier note, I have a new reason to kick my butt into gear and work hard to lose some weight. My hubby and I are planning something for our one year anniversary in January and I'd like to look better this time around in the pictures that we take. Part of our plan to make this adventure happen is to STOP EATING OUT!!!!! We waste so much money for something that only lasts for a few minutes and not to mention the way it ever so annoyingly adds extra pounds to my already obese frame. I feel really good about this change. Buying groceries, following a menu, eating smaller portions, it's going to be so good for me! That's something I'm really excited about actually. It'll help me shed weight from my body and add some weight to our checking account! It's going to be bomb.com. Anyway, I'm off the think of my goals for the challenge and do one of my workout DVDs and the stair-stepper.